just as i think i am feeling better, i get disappointed again
because my mood swings again
or rather it’s a gradual process
usually I’m alone…. and I don’t feel talking to anyone.
I start to indulge in my own thoughts
and I get more and more stoned, and confused
Sometimes, my mind is chattering to one another,
my own voices talking to one another,
sometimes when it is too much to bear,
I start to talk out loud
and the conversation between me and the air
becomes a lil crazy.